| Alright so Friday was a mess obviously. Honestly I only had trouble actually saying it but i accepted it since I found him. Didn't call anyone till around 5 and I only called phil, dip, and peter in between all the visits from people, even those three came over for an hour and by the time they left, I fell asleep on my bed without really trying. That was pretty much my day. Yesterday we had to go to the funeral parlor to make set up things for the mass, pick out a coffin, and sign some papers. The rest of the day was mostly going to be sitting around and do nothing but i refused to do that. So I went with my mother back to her place to get away for a bit, get a haircut, and relax. I should have called people then but I didn't..eh. When we went back we had some dinner and then I just watched Adult Swim till bleach finished then went to bed. I woke up about an hour ago....i slept for almost 15hrs which is annoying cuz now its gonna be hard to fall asleep tonight. The first wake is tonight, the second one is tomorrow, and tues is the funeral. This will be better then my grandmother's wake since we get breaks and its not all done on one day. It wasn't hard at all to lose my grandmother at the beginning of this month because we were expecting it, my grandfather was a huge surprise which made it much harder. I had coffee and breakfast with the man on friday, he seemed perfectly fine. Last I heard from him it was around 9am, two hours later I go to take a shower, I see him but it looked like he was asleep so I let him be. When my grandmother called to ask where we has I just said I'll go wake him up, I go in and touched him...he was ice cold. No breath, no heart beat, must have fallen asleep after getting out of the shower and something happened. g2g go in 3 hours |
